Blocked Or Lost? Do We Lose Critical Memories Or Are They Made Inaccessible?

Since the year 2000, I have known for a fact that at least an individual who can fully revive a person’s brain and “revitalize or restore” a person’s so-called lost memories lives in Lahore. I never lost those memories; outside parties determined to keep certain facts hidden have the people who can completely mask a person’s critical memories that he or she needs to write a complete critique of the controlling group’s behavior or reveal their criminal conduct. Despite knowing about her existence since at least 2000, when I eventually decided to write about the level of corruption I had witnessed personally (firsthand account as my father’s uncle, retired justice Zia Mehmood, has outstandingly close connections with feudal families hailing from Multan, Yousuf Raza Gillani and Gardezi families), people colluding with the system eliminated the tracks of the very person, namely Ali Ahsan, from the Internet who had made me aware of that person’s existence who can revive a faltering brain.

I scoured the Internet to find any or all traces of Ali Ahsan in 2015 or 2016; however, I was not able to find any trace of the fellow, and to date, Ali Ahsan remains the only person who has told me of her existence and whereabouts. I had only the memory of her existence and lost traces of around 15 or so critical facts, some of which I have decided to include in this post again.

When it comes to my stance on the matter that whether we lose certain critical details or are those details made inaccessible to us that can severely damage the reputation of certain outstanidngly influential people, I firmly believe that those memories which a person should be able to access without any problems at all are made inaccessible to us by relying on paranormal means. Finally, I have the proof to corroborate the assertion that paranormal activities can be proven beyond any reasonable doubt. When it comes to the information related to an event involving inundation of my cerebrum with so-called dreams — I call them projections created on a person’s cerebrum by an external party capable of engaging in creating such projections or imagery on a preson’s cerebrum — one of which involved explicit and prolonged imagery where the so-called dream or nightmare involved my brain being inundated with visuals showing me engaging in intercourse with my mother when I was still in my early 20s and working at WorldWerx, later renamed to Vroom Technologies. The event also involved the transmission of an email from a Yahoo email account with the ID dr_iqbal@yahoo.com the very next day after the night on which I had been bombarded with these visuals while I was still asleep.

My first reaction after being bombarded with those visuals and reading the email sent from the aforementioned Yahoo ID was of severe anger or exasperation that why would an individual engage in such an activity with me and what had I done to that person to merit such an action? After that, I started to look into Freudian psychology and discovered the emphasis that psychologists place on a person’s development as a human and his or her connection with the mother, and how they try to force the discussion into taking the subject down the path of sexual desires and the role of a person’s mother’s appearance and physical development. After having read some of the Sigmund Freud’s thoughts on the matter and his fraternity, I started to comment on the details of the people from within my closer circle with very short and overweight mothers, and how they would find it spectacularly difficult to align with what Freud and the members of his school of thought have to say on this matter. Based on all of the verifiable information, almost all tall, smart men in Pakistan with fair skin tone seek tall, smart women with fair or even better skin tones. If a person’s bond or connection with his mother plays a significant role in how that person or members of a particular society approach the task of finding preferred matrimonial partners, then it raises the cruicial question of why do almost all tall, smart men in the subcontinent start by first trying to establish a connection with tall, smart women? I have known the children of very short women since my mid teens, and became aware of the children of short but smart women when I was enrolled at FAST, yet the children of all such women were interested in finding matrimonial, or conjugal, partners with the aforementioned features that I feel challenge most notable aspects of Freud’s assertions in what is presented to us as Freudian psychology and role of a mother’s appearance in shaping the desires.

After reading the thoughts on these matters, for an extremely long time, I would start off by singing the lines of Vital Signs’ Goray Rung Ka Zamana Kabhi Ho Ga Na Purana. Almost all men from the colored regions start their search by first trying to establish a connection with fairer or extremely fair girls, and if they fail to find a partner with preferred features, they then eventually settle with partners where at least most of the preferred aspects of the opposite gender’s personality are present. I had engaged in this discourse for such a long time that when I eventually decided to write about all of the events that had taken place since the event involving inundation of my brain with those explicit visuals and receiving that email on the Sahics97 emailing list, I was shocked to find that some of my outstandingly critical memories needed to weave the narrative involving the use of paranormal means to parley information between two parties had become inaccessible to me. Since then, I have become acutely aware of how these outside parties not sharing the physical space with the person can inflict major physical pain on a person not willing to cede his or her correct stance on a particular matter.

When I eventaully lost all hope of finding a safe harbor abroad to disclose the secrets needed to weave a narrative that would prove beyond any doubt how spectacularly corrupt the democratic and judicial systems were in Pakistan, I was shocked to find that I had no recollections of the critical event needed to prove that some form of external manipulation of my faculties had been taking place since at least 1997. I only had the lingering recollection of the simple fact that I had, at least at some point, had some information available to me that could allow me to weave this discourse, but I had completely lost the critical details required to weave the narrative convincingly. Consequently, I started to spend time on Quora by perusing the forum posts on paranormal, transfer of thoughts using telepathic means, and how to revive a person’s brain using those paranormal means. As I have stated in the first couple of paragraphs, Ali Ahsan had made me aware of one such woman’s existence in the city of Lahore who possessed the abilities to revive a person’s locked cerebrum and awaken even the most closely guarded secrets. However, the only person who had made me aware of this reality, Ali Ahsan, had vanished without any trace from the Internet.

When I eventually gave up on the idea of even trying to write this book against the democratic systems and shouted in my room with a bottle of poison that whosoever is keeping my cerebrum in this locked state and not letting me weave this narrative better tell me now whether they have any desire to let me progress on this matter or otherwise I am plannig to take a swig of this concoction now, someone eventually spoke up in my brain that somehow Amal Clooney is involved in the whole of the affair, and I should send her a post on Facebook. After sending her the first message, my ability to write at least somewhat acceptable longform articles returned; however, it was still taking me around 30 to 40 days to complete the articles as my body’s metabolic rate plunged dramatically. As I continued to feel infuriated at the pace of my work, the dramatic collapse of energy levels since contacting Amal Clooney, and inability to write as well as I used to prior to the 2016 phase, someone started to mention the name of my former roommate Ahmed Ayub. Ahmed Ayub’s name got mentioned probably in 2022, and I decided to test whether he would approach me on his own or not after reading the details of the severe levels of physical pain and anxiety that I had started to report after deciding to continue with my desire to publish more and more articles to reveal the information I had and the tactics being used to curtail or stem the flow of this information. However, I eventually abondoned the thought of waiting for any contact from him and made the first contact in January of this year, 2025 precisely, and since then, my rate of progress on these affairs has improved dramatically, and the details that I had not been able to access after finally deciding to write about these affairs in 2016 also came back almost immediately. After sending Ahmed Ayub the first email, I continued to experience the sort of energy in my brain that I had never experienced before, and I had this continued feeling as if some outside party was trying to revive my cerebrum without ever making any physical contact with me.

The rate of publication of artciles and other content since contacting Ahmed Ayub and the level of details involved in the articles that I have published since contacting Ahmed Ayub prove one fact beyond any reasonable doubt: not only have the details involved become almost undeniable but the amount of content and the severity with which they have been presented have shot straight out of the stratosphere.

All of the aforementiond, and some of the details that I will reveal after this paragraph, raise the same ciritical question: had I completely forgotten these details or had they been blacked by some outside party not willing to let me access these details without first seeing how far I would go to weave my narrative on these outstandingly sensitive issues of governance, judiciary, accountability, responsibilty, and similar affairs. After just one email, I managed to experience the sort of energy in my brain and recovery of thoughts that the content that appeared since then has cast extremely dark clouds on the legitimacy and correctness of all of the scientific discourse of Early Onset Dementia, Psychosis, Anxiety, and Writers’ Block. All I probably needed was the correct address of that woman that Ali Ahsan had mentioned in our exchange on paranormal and revival of faltering brains using paranormal means. Nevertheless, whosoever mentioned Ahmed Ayub’s name after 2021 or 2022 did the biggest favor anyone has done to me since probably 2000, as I have been able to write with much more authrity on these matters as all of the critical details needed to weave the discourse came right back to me after that email, and some more have become available since then.

When it comes to losing memories, my favorite teacher from FAST—NUCES days, Mr. Rehan Ahmed, mentioned at some point in the year 2001 while he was still working at Systems Private Limited that he had developed great fondness for Nissan Altima during his stays in America, and he was hoping to eventually purchase one if he were to get his H1B visa approved soon. As the memories that had become completely inaccessible since abandoning hope of finding a place abroad and starting this work of authorship from Pakistan in 2016 related to events that had unfolded in the same year in which Rehan Ahmed had disclosed his desire to purchase his Nissan Altima, hence, it has further fortified my belief that this loss of recollection has more to do with what the person is planning to do with those recollections and how damaging they can be to the reputation of certain spectacularly influential individuals or groups in that region and less to do with a person’s aging brain. Since the revival of my brain after sending that one email to Ahmed Ayub, I have finally been able to write my article on the complexity of programming languages and why I deem Bjarne Stroustrup’s stance on the matter and how he has presented it completely incorrect, and almost as soon as I published that article presenting my stance on the complexity of programming languages and programming in general, I was immediately presented with a video by my favorite female skip dancer, Lauren Skips, where she talks about Nissan Altima and how I was immediately able to connect it with the publication of the article and Rehan Ahmed’s cruicial role in my ability to progam well.

When it comes to Sigmund Freud’s work titled, Interpretation of Dreams, although I had not been able to find it even somewhat convincing after being shown the explicit imagery or visuals that I have narrated in a couple of paragraphs at the start of this email, that work has become even more unconvincing in the last 10 to 15 days.

After finally concluding that my father’s total control over my academic choices had eliminated my chances of moving abroad on merit and using my academics as the foundation stone, I switched to Dating Websites to find a suitable partner with whom I could enter into a civil partnership and move abroad using that civil union as the foundation. During one of those years while browsing profiles on Telegraph Dating, I found the profile of a woman who had chosen the dating profile ID, Joie De Vivre, French for Joy Of Life. I had tried to contact Joie De Vivre probably in 2013, and in the last 10 days, someone within my cerebral space had started to mention the Telegraph Dating ID of Joie De Vivre and whether I remembered sending her an email message using Telegraph Dating's internal mailing system. After questioning that who had been mentioning her existence and why had that person all of sudden felt the need to mention her ID, on that very night, within the last 10 days or so, my brain was once again inundated with projections that I had been shown right after I had sent her an email in 2013 using the Dating website’s messaging system.

When I first contacted Joie De Vivre, I was shown projections of her meeting a potential date outside a roadside pub and disclosing to him that she had had a cancer-related problem. In the last 10 or 15 days, since some outsider first mentioned Joie De Vivre, I have once again been shown the identical projections of that woman meeting a person outside a roadside pub and having a rather long conversation with him involving some cancer related ailments, and afterwards, they go for a car drive. Why did cancer and other ailments come up in those projections after my first message to her in the year 2012 or 2013, I have no idea. Whether she had dealt with any such issues or was she a Cancer researcher, I have no idea about that either. It just so happens that without even having her profile available to me and without even looking up her photographs, somehow, my subconsicous, as the psychologists continue to declare these so-called dreams a work of our subconsicous mind, was able to show me the exact same “dream” of seeing her meet a potential date outside a pub, having a prolonged conversation with him about her ailment or involvement in some activies related to that ailment, and then going out on a drive with him in his car. My so far first and only message to Joie De Vivre was sent in the year 2012 or 2013, and just after a few mentioning of her dating website ID in the last 10 days or so and taking a few looks at her photographs, me subconsicous was somehow able to show me almost identical visuals that psychologists term dreams without even a hint of what had been happening in her life.

Folling few paragraphs added on Octobor 14^th, 2025. Since starting work on these a week or so, I have started to face severe problems in editing to even just a marginally acceptable level. If some educated to very educted ones find any problems, of mild or sever nature, then I would like to apoligize in advance. I have been working in spectacularly difficult circumstances.

More Memory Failures After Undocumented Yet Severe Cerebral Harassment And Magical Recovery after leaving some comments on Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid’s post on Medium.

1. When it comes to Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid’s participation in the whole of the affair, when I connected with Syed Irfan Urfi, he shared a photograph with the following caption: “Hum Syed Irfan Urfi to Irfan Jameel Kay Waleemay Par Aanay Ka Shukreya Ada Kurtay Hain.” Irfan Jameel is the husband of Beenish Butt, and Shaista Jamil and Jamil Butt had even prior to this episode proven themselves to be spectacularly abusive and horribly revolting people. Prior to furnishing a defence of why all of the vitriol resulting from this activity had all of sudden focused on Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid and resulted in the Octobor 3rd, 2025, post of Facebook, which I am not chaning just to prove that my sentiment towards the person had become so garbled and dates becomes so inaccessible that posts on medical staff became solely focused on him as the culprit, I would like to state that why exactly had he become the sole target of the vitriol and the events that had caused the spike in sentiment.

   Shaista Jamil who is a member of a family whose daughters and cousins are married to individuals who can only be deemed outstanding outcasts in the society as also married to a person who can only be truly described as a physically and cerebrally disabled person with remarkably aesthetically challenged appearance. These people had been finding it impossible to find willing partners in the cities in which they were living owing to their horrendous attitude and steark of abuses spanning over 100 years; however, despite the spectacularly clear awareness of their circumstance, she and her family have been colluding in the whole of this circumstance despite knowing it perfectly well that I never wanted them around as family members as I never shared any personality traits with them nor any learning issues that they and their children have been exhibiting for over 100 years. Shaista Jamil Butt’s union can send shivers down a decent, honest, competent person’s spine for her husband has proven so immensely undesirable over the years, yet her family has shown zero desire to stem their horrific attitudes. When I connected with Syed Irfan Urfi, his elder brother, Syed Adnan Hamdani, or Syed Irfan Urfi shared a photograph with the caption stated above. Despite my open protestatoins, members of this family have been intruding into groups that I have tried to connect and showing me the names of their family members just to further infuriate me and show me that they have the complete control in this circumstance and they will continue to infuriate me at will as I have not been able to build any connections owing to systems massive collusion to stall my progress in the system.

   Syed Adnan Hamdani also posted a clip where a person who looked exactly like Syed Gibran Khurshid and was pretending to be a juornalist, interviewer, or a roaming host of a TV or radio show willing to interview people anywhere and he started talking about a circumstance that looked almost identical to the circumstance that Syed Gibran Khurshid had faced himself when he came 3rd in the Rawalpindi board in matriculation exams but failed to replicate that performance in FSc exams as I have known it for a fact that as soon as a tall, smart, competent person becomes known in his area, parents of girls in that age group start trying to connect with the family of the comptent boy and girls start harassing the boy. I had to face an identical circumstance when I was in 2nd year of my FSc as 6 different girls and some of the families of those girls started to harass me relentlessly during my 2nd year course. I was only one of the 2 boys in a group of 10 or so boys enrolled at Kharian college who failed to manage even the grades that they had attained in 1st year as some outside parties had started to bother the involved boy incessanly. As I have said it multiple times that I have been hearing Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid’s voice since at least 2010 and almost frequently so since 2012 that I had been busy asking this question in the not-at-all-secure confines of my room: hey, person chattering inside of head, why were you not able to replicate your performance in FSc when I know for a fact that multiple girls become involved in harassing one such boy, and how many did you have to deal with while traverssing that course where you failed to leave a significant enough mark to become a notable party worthy of mentioning anywhere? Never got the response within the not-at-all-secure confines of my room; however, a grown up male who looked almost like Syed Gibran Khurshid was shown conversing on this exact matter they why did the interviee lost out on securing a position when he reached a certain age when prior to that stage, the interviee had been leaving a impressive impression on the usual folks in that area?

   However, after disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfy and facing cerebral harassment, I completely failed to recall the precise years in which I had been hearing Syed Gibran Khurshid’s voices and having shouting matches with him in my room. The almost correct years in which I started to hear his voice and some muted statements from him would be 2012 and they became only somewhat intensified after 2016. After 2022, had a complete collapse when it comes to keeping a mental record of events and faced much intensified cerebral harassment from various parties, most of whom had no direct connection with the field of medicine. Starting from 2015 onwards, reading taking too long to finish: email’s exchanged with Iffat; worried about mum’s health and the horrendously slow pace at I was progressing with my reading of certain C++ books.

   After leaving some not-so-appreciative comments on Dr. Syed Gibran Khrushid’s Medium posts at the end of first week October, I once again started to hear his voice, and my recollection of the years in which I had been hearing his voices and the level of intensity returned almost immediately. As I have never been a person with the intent to share falsified information about anyone, regardless of my feelings or sentiment towards that person, hence, to my utter dismay and sheer disbelief, it just so happens that owing to the extrinsic cerebral activity or intense levels of harassment that started where people would not let me sleep for at least a couple of days consecutively and my intake count of Alprazolam jumped to 12 pills per night, I honestly forgot the years in which I had been having my rather mild-natured shouting matches with him and the losses of various types that I had been facing — pills ingested, anxiety faced, profanities hurled, inability to acquire knowledge and use that knowledge — occured much earlier than the phase that started in the year 2017, and the anxiety faced and pills consumed during that phase were completely under control, and I had never faced such a break down and level of harassment that I started to face after disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfi.

   I would once again like to mention that the language used against him and the severity of pain quoted with no relation to the period during which I had been hearing Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid’s voices had its roots in my sheer inability to recall the years during which I had heard his voices that led to use of such spectacularly harsh language against him and allegations that can only be termed incorrect;

   All of the anger that poured out after disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfi on Facebook that immediately resulted in engaging in an activity that I immensely loathe meaning becoming addicted to certain drugs also meant that the people who started to shout intermittently at night to increase the dependence on drugs were also somehow able to completely garble the record of events that had taken place in the last 14 years. Although the fact that the sudden upsurge in consumption or skyrocketing of intake of Alprazolam, even if lasting for just a few months, of the drugs that I loathe and the resulting levels of immense anger and pain felt by a person who had been jobless for over 20 years should have been enough to cause at least some distortion of facts caused by bias introduced by the loathing of the drugs would have been enough, however, as I have written before that until I contacted Ahmed Ayub in December of 2024, I had not been able to recall even a single fact about the Hetty Wainthropp saga involving Raqia and Raqia’s son. Similarly, since 2007 or 2008, I had been persistently failing to recall any facts about the origin of the email that included commentary on that projections that had been created on my asleep cerebrum or brain where the email even included some of the facts about the ongoing effort to contact the only “Chauki” in the 99 batch, yet after contacting Ahmed Ayub, I was able to recall the origin of the email immediately as if some outer party had returned some long “forgotten” fact immediately to me, and just a few weeks after “returning” the initial “forgotten” piece of information, some outside party once again intervened to apprise me of the Hetty Wainthropp TV show that involved a complete episode that had been based on the circumstance involving my mother’s life and her having a special son.

   When it comes to the recent outbursts against the medical fraternity, what I have tried to prove in the previous paragraph or two is that I had been able to recall the periods in which I had heard the voices of various doctors almost precisely prior to the saga that involved connecting and then disconnecting with Syed Zeshan Haider’s brother Syed Irfan Urfi. Prior to this saga in 2023, I had been able to write a perfect description of the events that involved hearing the voices of Iffat Seema coupled with Hassan Mirza’s voices and my sheer inability to learn anything. Despite the memory failures and inability to learn much, I was able to write a perfect record of the events, yet since disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfi, some turly horrendous people had started to create proper ruckus in my brain which I have declared raucous townhalls involving some of the worst individuals from the town. Owing to the voices involved of the people from Noorwall, Mullehal, and most probably Zeshan Haider’s family that has been involved in such activities for an extremely long time, I had started to have severe memory issues since 2023. However, after leaving those unflattering comments on Syed Gibran Khurshid’s posts on Medium, which I have deleted since then, I regaind the ability to recall the events correctly as I once again started to hear his voices and felt the need to explain the events that had resulted in such horrendous memory failures and allagions that primarily termed Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid cheif harasser when it comes to what I deem cerebral harassment where the victim contines to hear the voices of a certain individual or members of primarly one family only. Terming Dr. Gibran Khurshid the primary harasser and a lead contributor in the loss of time, pain inflicted, and inability to complete works could not be further from the truth as the event that I have been describing as “Connecting and disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfi” meant that some people with atrocious accents, horrible characters, and horrendous intents have become involved, and all of it had resulted in major memory failures in on my part.

   Since leaving those comments on Dr. Syed Gibran Khurshid’s post in Medium, I have recoverd from that induced memory failure, as well, and as a person who has never engaged in such an activity of leaving incorrect remarks or posts about anybody, I just had to clean the record on what had happened and how we got to the state where I had used such horrendous language to describe him as a person and what had happened because of his chattering inside of my brain till the start of 2017. I hope I have managed to perfectly cleanse my record on this matter. I never, not once, prior to the start of the severe and debilitating harassment that has commenced since disconnecting with Syed Irfan Urfi deemed Syed Gibran Khurshid a major participant in this activity and always deemed him a rather likable fellow who was probably engaging in an activity that I probably will never be able to prove.

2. Although I keep talking about general population’s lack of desire to converse with the authority figures to resolves issues, however, while talking about people’s usual reluctance to report issues or desire to approach authority figures in Pakistan with the right intentions, I had completely forgotten that I had been mentioning my personality trait that I exceedingly rarely used to shy away from authority figuers and the whole idea of reporting problems to them even as a young engineer. After more than a decade or after that 2015 saga, I was finally able to recall with precision the various problems that I reported to country manager Omar Hameed Chaudary at Innovative Computers, which I left in the April of 2004 at the age of 27 years, and out of the various that I reporeted to him, how many was I able to get resolved successfully during that 4 months’ long stint? Clogged Toilets with dysfunctional flushing systems: reported and resolved; employees’ general lack of desire to flush the toilets after using the toilet: reported and resolved as Mr. Omar Hameed Chaudary made the department incharge put up notices that employees using the toilets should leave the toilets in neat and clean state; raised the matter of extremely cold water during winter months, and within a week or so, a new gas geyser was installed and the problem related to the temperature of the water was resolved; raised the matter of horrible code quality and general lack of standards within the C/C++ team that Omar Hameed Chaudary agreed that I could share with the rest of the teams and their team members; however, I was not able to convince all of the team members to adopt the coding standards during my 4 months’ long stay at Innovative Computers.

3. First they took away the ability to weave even better than good narrative once I had managed to finish my first book in 2012; then they took away the ability to recall certain events with precision; then they took away the ability to reason my way out of certain emotionally charged circumstances where I initially had the reasoning in place to furnish a well reasoned answer, but slowly lost the ability to furnish my reasons as they, the outside parties, slowly deleted the data that I needed to reason with the chattering party successfully, therefore, I eventually succumbed to their tactics and owing to sequential loss of data month after month that had been caused by severe garbling of my cerebral faculties by the parties who had initially erased the critical information related to the dr_iqabl@yahoo.com saga and Hetty Wainthropp saga and they continued to implement the same strategies, erased the critical data needed to continue the dialog in an informed manner, and eventually lost the ability to carry on the conversations successfully, and offered him the output of my 4 years and 6 months long research of the various aspect of front end design including CSS, HTML, and various browsers carried out at length, and accepted it a fair conclusion.

4. For the past 4 years, people chattering inside of my head kept telling me that I cannot even tell them that I have the right of privacy in my room or the physical space belongs to me as my father and family had disowned me and disclosed to me that they had no more money as I had been told by my father telepathically that I had been disowend and nobody wanted me around after 2008 saga where I had left the house just to indicate to the visiting party that I had zero desire to mingle with them as I had never shared their ethos and my conduct was based on proper ethics and principles.

   In contradiction to what these people had been shouting inside my head regarding what my family had told me telepathecally, my mother arranged for a credit card in 2011 and kept handing me her pension when I had not been busy transacting with Western eCommerce websites, mostly American and occasionally British retailers to import items to Pakistan that mostly included Coffee, Theanine Serene, and books. When I had not been busy making these purchases or had the stock already improted from America to last a long time, then on occasions, she even gave me savings from 6 months or more as she had no use for the money and I had not been spending on any items on Amazon, so occasionally I got in excess of 3 lac, 300,000, rupees from my mother as no one indicated to me ever that they had any profound differences with me or wanted me gone from the house as I kept getting the funding monthly.

   I only started having severe trouble with my metabolism and bodily autonomy after I contacted Amal Clooney in 2020 when someone shouted loudly inside of my cerebrum that do not commit suicide and try to contact her as she has been involved in the whole of the saga since at least 2012. I had not been able to recall these details until today, October 14, 2025, after someone eventually shouted that we have been threatening you with the statement that your father had disowned you long ago when you declined to heed certain warnings, but you were never able to rotort in the last 3 or 4 years. For more than a half a decade, I had not been able to recall any of the financial transactions that had taken place between me and my mother in front of my father where he had never objected to them or tried to make me aware even via my mother.

   At no point till the end of 2020 or even start of 2022 had any body informed that the plunge in metabolic rate or perceived or available energy levels since contacting Amal Clooney had any direct relations to any newer threats issued by anybody, and until yesterday, I had not been able to recall any of the transactions at all until someone eventually shouted that just like dr_iqbal@yahoo.com and Hetty Wainthropp saga, we or someone had completely eliminated these details, as well.

5. When it comes to certain coincidences that have happened in my life inculidng the arrival of president George W Bush after I had applied for a job as an expert computer operator at American Embassy, it was brought to my attention by someone after I contacted Ahmed Ayub and people started to reveal certain events that I had noticed, had been expunged from system or I was failing to recall, and they eventaully decided to bring to my attention, and one of them was the arrival of president George W Bush right after I had applied for the aforementioned post of expert computer operator. Right after the application, 2 Caucasian individuals, a male and a female probably in their late 20s or early 30s visited Alliançe Française and were entering the building the Alliançe Française right at the time when I had already disembarked from my bike and just about a step or two behind them and could hear them almost clearly. The American accents were quite noticeable and I was immediately able to link them with the application at the American Embassy.

6. Elder brother of a former good friend once asked, approximately 5 or so years ago, if I could assist him in earning some money, and I told him without even a hint of desire to mislead of deceive that I have nothing worthy of publishing or sharing when I had around 2.5K or 2500 answers on Quora that I could have forwarded him, but I misearbly failed to recall it as if some outside party had completely expunged the details of my multiple years’ long stay on Quora where I contributed both as an informed individual and asked a few questions and the inquiring person could have at least taken a look at that information to determine if he could benefit from it, but I just could not recall that information.

7. A senior at Vroom, formerly WorldWerx, tried to bedazzle me with his grasp of the STL by writing complicated code using STL with multiple STL embeds, however, the code failed to generate any correct results and he kept debugging; I left the premises as it was already close to 8 PM and showed up the next day with extremely simple code that was generating correct results for precisely that problem without using any major embeds at all. I had been talking about this desire to convolute or overconvolute the code for an extremely long time prior to the 2015 saga, and only in the last 2 or 3 days has the memory of the event returned to me while talking to the voices inside of my head. Since contacting Ahmed Ayub and then MIT alumnus Dr. Irfan Ullah Chaudary in the latter part of the year, most of the events that I had been using to talk on various topics have started to return gardually while I continue to converse with the people who have been chattering inside of my head.